The seventh day, was the Harvard day, which was amazing.
The Identity
We had lunch with Ji-eun and Kristina, who were Korean American and Chinese American. The fact that they were foriegn-American was meaningful, because they might have thoughts about their ‘identity’, which has been a great topic in the modern society. The confusion of identity, some call it anomi, is really something matters.
Kristina actually told me about her hard times when she came to America for the first time when she was about ten. She couldn’t talk in English for months and she lacked confidence; Being an Asian-American was being in a minor, really minor group in American society. After living in an asian community for 10 years, where asians were the absolute majority, she became one of the minorities for the first time in her life. She thought herself so small and too different from everyone else around her. She wrote her experiences, overcoming the anxiety and acting herself out, to become confident as an Asian-American in her college entrance essay, and now she’s an amazing student in Harvard. It’s difficult: to overcome yourself, and to overcome the difference of the world. Since it’s such a diverse society these days, I think these acknowledgement and understanding of difference is critical. And I think this understanding helps us from coping with the anomi. Anomi appears when you don’t know who you are, and this happens most prevalent in the era of rapid change. We can easily confirm this by finding facts that people suffering from anomi skyrocketed since the indutrial revoltion in 18C. In America, I think the concept of ‘anomi’ is bit different in the case of Asian-American, because the fundamental reason for their confusion of identity is that they’re ‘different’.
It’s the same for Korean-Japanese, who are being great social issues these days. One Korean-Japanese, who’s grandparents are Korean, was born in Japan and grew up in Japan, and totally thought she was same with any other Japanese except the fact that she had Korean ancestors. Since she had a great musical talent, she took an audition, and made her debut which was expected to be successful. However, after she declared that she was a Korean-Japanese to the public, the sales volume of her album plummeted. The result was a disaster. No matter how beautiful her voice was, not matter how wonderful her talent was, she couldn’t simply overcome the wall of discrimination. Didn’t she have to declare that she had Korean grandparents? Isn’t she Japanese? Or isn’t she Korean? Nobody could give a clear answer to her. She just had to work harder than any other singer in Japan: she made projects, which were huge challenges such as running through the whole territory of Japan from Hukaido to Kyushu, for each of her albums, and she put great efforts to her projects, and showed people in Japan that she’ve got passion for her music and her life. Finally, now, she’s quite a renowned singer in Japan, but still the tag of ‘Korean-Japanese’ follows her everytime. The reality is like this.
However, Koreans, including myself, are so negligent about these identity problems of many international Koreans, since we live in such a unitary state. But these problems are big. Even regular Koreans will have to cope with these topic in the near future in my expectation. The world is keep changing, and we never know what will happen tomorrow. There is nothing we can actually ‘ignore’, and the issue of ‘identity’ is something we really should think about, even though that doesn’t seem to matter in the current point of time. And I definitely want to think about this issue more on and on.
The Sports day
After having these deep and meaningful conversations with Ji-eun and Kristina(actually Ji-eun told us about the awesome H-RINK and other activities, but I lack time now, and I want to mention it sometime later), we had to say goodbye to them, crying like a baby(no we weren’t!), and started our ‘day of sports’. We played frisby for the first time in our life, and we definitely sucked. Sorry for the bad word, but what else I can comment about our frisby! We couldn’t even have a rally over 7 times, for more than an hour! But, it was absolutely fun. The highlight of our sports day was the bowling time! And that’s because I’ve got lucky and a bit of talent, which must’ve been my parents’. At the first game, I had 3 spares and got more than a 100, and at the second game, I even made a strike! Though after that I got into a deep slump, which I don’t care much since it was the first time I played bowling in my life. Our team-Dansung and Mintae- won the other team for 2:1, though it didn’t matter at all who wins and loses except the fact that the losers had to pay for the drinks. It was totally enjoyable and cool, and everyone could go back to bed in really good sports-man-spirit. Sports is really awesome, and it becomes even more awesome, when you actually play it.
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The eighth day, was the MIT day! Hoorey!! However, it snowed a LOT, so everything in MIT was limited, and every lecture we were bounded to hear(including the seemingly-awesome robotic lecture) was canceled!!! Oh, my, gosh.
The Robots
However, MIT had a great alternative: the MIT mueseum. The MIT mueseum was the best mueseum I’ve ever visited before. It was so AWESOME that they had the whole bunch of robotic section, including facial robots, feeling robots, learning robots, robot arms, robotic competition, and every cool things about robots! It was a robot heaven! I’ve made several robots since I was 12, and some were early-stages of professional robots, but I couldn’t even imagine that these developed robots were actually made 15 years ago!! Yes, I’ve got a lot of things to learn in terms of robotics, and that, is what I want to do in my college years.
Robots are really amazing because you can virtually do anything with robots. It’s quite a comprehensive field; You should know pretty much of computer science, computer programming, and have understanding of principles in science, machanism, and creativity. It’s complicated, too. Even thinking of a seemingly simple action, you should consider the motion, angle and connections of certain parts of the robot, and also the programming of that action. When the robots become complicated, the dimension of your thinking should be complicated too. I participated in several Robotics Olympiad including linetracer robot contest, stair robot(which goes up and down the stair, using the principle of human leg) contest, and creative robot contest, and creative robot was my favorite. It’s because you can be infinitely-creative, as long as you can make that robot come true. I went to the national competition after regional competition, and almost went to the International Robotic Olympiad, which I couldn’t because I only placed the third in the national, but it was totally a great experience. I could encounter tons of geniuses with ideas I’ve never thought about, techniques I’ve never tried! That was the level of middle and high school students, and how amazing will it be when it comes to MIT and world class roboticist!! I have time, dream, and passion. I hope my dream comes true-including participating in every fields that I have passion for-, and before that, I must put a lot of efforts and passion in what I’m doing now, and in the future. I’ve got so many things to talk about as long as robot concerns, but some other time will be better for now.
After spending hours in that awesome mueseum, we went to a delicious spanish restaurant. I ate san salmon sevastian, and it tasted two thumbs up!!(which doesn’t mean short and fat, Taeho) This way, the eight day of our journey ended.
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The ninth day was another Harvard day, and also the last day in Karen, Doane and Shelby’s house.
The talk with Professor McCann
Professor McCann in Harvard majored in Korean literature. I was sooooooooo impressive that his understanding about Korean literature and its related history was so profound(it was beyond my imagination), and it was very enjoyable to listen to his short lectures and opinions. I learned very different aspects of ‘translating’ Korean poems, and maybe this is because he was a foriegner!! This is something that happens when you can get a totally objective viewpoint toward some topic. For example, I really have a lot of interest in Japan culture, and sometimes I surprise my Japanese friend by pointing out some facts about Japan, that she never thought about or even imagined about, and I had the feeling that this was because I wasn’t simply a Japanese! I think some of the great ideas of Prof.McCann was this case. He was an American who had great passion toward Korean literature and history, and he could get something what Koreans might have taken for sure or couldn’t see. I was speechless looking at him memorizing all those great poetries of Korea in Korean, and his deep, distinctive sight of view toward Korean literature. I want to write about my impression about the short time we spent with professor McCann more, but I’ll keep it for later since it’s too late now.
After the amazing contact with Prof.McCann, we took Amtrack from Boston to New Haven. It took slightly over 2 hours, and when we arrived, it was 7 pm. We went to Merriot Hotel right after and there we met Richard! We met a LOT of Yale metors including Michael, Diego, Suzie, Pat, and we ate delicious pizza all together, and a frisby of icecream. It was somehow sad because we didn’t have chance to actually ‘talk’ with mentors… Every mentors had their own conversations, and we lacked courage to interupt it, for our excuse, and it was the way today have past! We had to say goodbye to the mentors shortly after we met them, and walked down to the Hotel. But it was actually really fun at the hotel. We interviewed Michael, and he demonstrated how to do yoga and told us some crazy things he’ve done in his highschoolhood, and we had amusing times! After Michael left, we all gathered around the TV and watched Sponge-Bob-Square-Pants together, and laughed a LOT. We were childish, and so what? We are kids.
After that, we finally ended today’s long schedule, and went into a sweet dream.
TO BE CONTINUED